Bold Seagull
strong and stable with me, or...
- When listening to Oscar, his sister's facial expression has changed from aggressive and head shaking at the start of cross-exam, to very passive, almost incredulous as to what she is hearing Oscar say. She isn't stupid (his brother is, but I think she has some intelligence within her). Am also interested to see that his Uncle does not appear to be in court today (at least he has not been on camera).
Joseph Goebbels said if you tell a lie big enough and keep repeating it, people will believe you. The mindset of Pistorius must be that he hasn't told a living soul of the 'truth'. He has repeated his version to everyone, his family, defence team and now the court. Psychologically OP may even now believe it as the truth given it's a possible truth. Like a trauma victim, perhaps he has literally blanked out what actually happened and convinced himself that because his version is possible and could have happened, and it's therefore what happened.
The cracks emerge because this truth is a narrative. OP has had months to rehearse every aspect, but it's the tiny details that start as almost meaningless or seemingly inconsequential questions that open up into these great caverns of contradiction.
I cannot know how it feels to be a family member in this situation. You must want to believe your brother's story, to not must be to open the chasm of a truth that destroys your family for what it was. However, whatever veil of belief they have in their brother must surely be getting thinner and thinner as this trial moves on.