Since the Brighton marathon I've really struggled. At the start of the year I wanted to go sub 2 hours in a half marathon and sub 50 minutes in a 10k. I managed the first at the Brighton half and went 50:19 in a 10k a week later, and was feeling great. A few injuries prior to the Marathon knocked my planning and confidence and meant that I failed miserably to get near my target of 4:15.
After a couple of weeks of self loathing and reflection I put my shoes back on and have tried to go out, but struggled for motivation, so only managed about one run a week.
I've entered the #Juneathon, but every time I go out now I feel leaden footed, culminating yesterday in a 10k that took me 62 minutes. I'm totally lost for an explanation. Putting on weight hasn't helped, but something is fundamentally wrong but no idea why.
It's still better than the position 13 months ago when I decided to start running, but I'm going backwards rather than forwards at present.
Based on my own experiences, I think it might be psychological.
I was struggling more and more last week, culminating in a very slow 5 miles on Friday where, at the end, my last mile was 10:34.
I had a short and slow run on Saturday which felt like a rest, but I think it gave me a mental rest as much as a physical one.
Then, yesterday, I felt confident and strong. I think I could have broken any of my PBs I chose yesterday - 1, 3.1, 6.2, 10 or 13.1 miles. I chose to go after my Half PB which also included doing my fastest 10 miles on the way too.
I'm now feeling really positive about it again and reckon I could take a chunk off my 5km best if I try when I go out later today. I'm tempted.
So, for me, it was just going out to run really, really slowly (by my own measures) which just seemed to allow me to reset my focus.