Yeah I get that, my dad's passing was, eventually, a blessed release.People deal with grief in different ways. I played football 4 hours after my mum passed away. Sometimes it's a relief just to concentrate on something else.
But the specific aspects of this certainly stopped me in my tracks.
I knew there had been a tragedy but didn't know what form it took.
To continue in your job 2 days after something so abhorrent I found jaw dropping.