maltaseagull
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Best wishes [MENTION=14168]Durlston[/MENTION] - Hope things are better this morning.
I may be the first to do this but....................
THIS
Best wishes [MENTION=14168]Durlston[/MENTION] - Hope things are better this morning.
The last few hours have felt all like a blur but at about 10pm tonight I started coughing up blood and feeling like I was going to choke to death. A very, very frightening experience.
I called an ambulance and was talked into coming down to Brighton. I'm on my own now, just staring at monitors. I was very reluctant at coming down from Haywards Heath. My mother came with me in the ambulance but has now gone home.
I'm so scared. I don't know how long I'm going to be living this nightmare. Nothing seems to be happening.
I just want to die right now. I'm so sorry. I don't want to upset anyone.
I've been sedated and feel a bit calmer. Sleep is impossible with all the blood tests and noise though.
I went for an x-ray and I have a lump on my right hand side of my chest. At this stage they're not sure what they're dealing with. They did say a chest infection could well be the cause so I have to stay positive and upbeat.
Thank you to everyone on NSC who has contributed and help me through it. I'm not ashamed to say I absolutely blubbed my eyes out earlier.
I'll keep everyone updated later on today. Sorry for my strong emotions earlier.
NSC really is full of amazing people. Reading through the lovely responses has been very comforting.
God bless you all.
Spent hours up there recently, so much waiting around, you really need to be asking every hour or so for updates as they will just forget about you
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Oh I know, my misses works up there, it's pretty much always at critical limit but she was the one that told me to keep asking for updates as those that shout loudest get shit done..they don't forget you buddy ....they are fecking inundated ......breaking point , not helped by idiots going in with splinters and temperatures of 38.4.........!!
Oh I know, my misses works up there, it's pretty much always at critical limit but she was the one that told me to keep asking for updates as those that shout loudest get shit done..
E.g. was sat there for 12 hours, when I asked wtf was happening, medication was given 5 minutes later..
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