I do understand, it's like winning the Playoff final, which is an all or nothing rush, but as I said on another thread, if you offered me winning the PO final or finishing 2nd, I'd take 2nd, as I just don't want the stress of the playoffs. We're not all adrenaline junkies.I take your point Triggaaar and totally understand it. No one takes defeat and failure any worse than me but I enjoy success a lot more when I have gone through every emotion in the course a short space of time.
My brother is a massive gambler and I have little sympathy for his plight but I do understand why he does it because he gets the adrenalin rush in a short space of time and I get that from a high pressured 90 minutes of football and love it when my team comes out on top at the end of it.
The problem is, we've been running for buses for so long, it's nice to just take a limo once in a while.but its a bit like running for a bus and catching it. You feel much great having caught it. Much better than you would do had you waited 20 minutes at the bust stop for it.