Meade's Ball
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Since the birth of mini-Meade tensions have unstoppably grown between his mother and I. We each love him so dearly, but our identities seemed to tiredly detach, or that which didn't match before for so long was shriekingly more apparent in the exhaustion, and we haven't the energy or spirit to battle the battles. It's horrible really, whilst at the same time the happiest point of her life, to have him there and cherish his every sweet breath, whilst mine are more repugnant. I, of course, have the larger share of blame for this, and i wish i could have done things differently, more understandingly, more overtly lovingly.
I speak of this for having seen The Marriage Story today, and seeing some parts of it reflect moments i live through. There are bits that really hit hard in Scarlett Johannson and Adam Driver's collapsed relationship, flashes of their incurable resentment and little flickers of how deep down they still love each other despite it. As a film, and reading of how it is basically Noah Baumbach's own story of his divorce to Jennifer Jason Leigh, it is a discomforter, peppered with comedy that, like his other films, didn't make me laugh too much - one character does a very funny attempt at an English accent, but otherwise i was left untickled. Of course, some of that might be how true parts of it felt to me, and how shaken i could feel from that, but again like his other films, i don't much like the characters he creates stories of. If they are of actors and directors and those in his world, maybe they are never wholly real-seeming.
Anywho, it was good when the drama hit home, and the acting decent enough. And i feel a bit bruised by it.
I speak of this for having seen The Marriage Story today, and seeing some parts of it reflect moments i live through. There are bits that really hit hard in Scarlett Johannson and Adam Driver's collapsed relationship, flashes of their incurable resentment and little flickers of how deep down they still love each other despite it. As a film, and reading of how it is basically Noah Baumbach's own story of his divorce to Jennifer Jason Leigh, it is a discomforter, peppered with comedy that, like his other films, didn't make me laugh too much - one character does a very funny attempt at an English accent, but otherwise i was left untickled. Of course, some of that might be how true parts of it felt to me, and how shaken i could feel from that, but again like his other films, i don't much like the characters he creates stories of. If they are of actors and directors and those in his world, maybe they are never wholly real-seeming.
Anywho, it was good when the drama hit home, and the acting decent enough. And i feel a bit bruised by it.