Do people not realise the English were the first to call it soccer? Soccer For AsSOCiation football and Rugger for RUGby football. Brits stopped using it once Americans started.
Thats also horseshit, as i remember the wolves game. The commentator saying two teams who should be aiming for mid table. We were also on course to do it until the new year rolled around.
Except the difference is, the entire season had been like that all season. We were worried. We then were almost relegated that season. That was the first time we have seen us play that way. That is what makes me happy about today, we completely changed our tactics.
I've always found silence to be a bit awful as showing emotion to someone who has passed. Celebration of their lives and achievements is what i feel is better, so prefer clapping.
Every problem is a real problem. Sounds like a difficult period. Don't ever feel bad for your low point, nor should you feel bad for reaching out and asking for help.