Nervous, fingernails already on the way down, can't wait for next Friday, optimistic we'll come away from Smellhurst with a draw, biggest game in years, bricking it but loving it!
It all feels a bit surreal that we are potentially three games away from the Premier League. It has been an amazing second half of the season and we have been the best team in the Championship in 2013 according to the form table. This should make me confident but both the play offs and derby matches are random and when combined who knows. On the other hand, what an opportunity we have to go up and what a time to do it. The next few weeks could be very interesting and part of me can't wait while the other part is dreading it.