What an absolutely tragic loss. I used to play tennis with Josh and my Mum knew him from the school she works at. He was a terrific guy, always smiling and having a laugh, and very popular at school.
As mentioned before although we are 'only' a football message board hearing the thoughts and stories of others can genuinely help.
When my father died 2 years ago the eight page NSC thread was the thing that I, and all my family treasured the most. Moving, touching, beautiful and yet in hearing the stories of others making the whole thing easier to bare. A bizarre world where the people who help the most are people you have never met and will probably never meet...
RIP Josh - my thoughts are with you, your parents and your teammates.