Durlston
"You plonker, Rodney!"
The last few hours have felt all like a blur but at about 10pm tonight I started coughing up blood and feeling like I was going to choke to death. A very, very frightening experience.
I called an ambulance and was talked into coming down to Brighton. I'm on my own now, just staring at monitors. I was very reluctant at coming down from Haywards Heath. My mother came with me in the ambulance but has now gone home.
I'm so scared. I don't know how long I'm going to be living this nightmare. Nothing seems to be happening.
I just want to die right now. I'm so sorry. I don't want to upset anyone.
I called an ambulance and was talked into coming down to Brighton. I'm on my own now, just staring at monitors. I was very reluctant at coming down from Haywards Heath. My mother came with me in the ambulance but has now gone home.
I'm so scared. I don't know how long I'm going to be living this nightmare. Nothing seems to be happening.
I just want to die right now. I'm so sorry. I don't want to upset anyone.