TottonSeagull
Well-known member
Well, when I get a mention from a moderator - what can I do but to check it. I know the moderator type of person very well...
I dont want to discuss me (except for in particular topics where its relevant) but I have to defend myself here since you are painting a picture that is simply not true.
These are my passions: writing, football, building communities/cultures.
I dont follow Potter because I'm that horny about short passing between defenders, I follow him because his again and again repeated words about connecting a club and a city. Thats what drives me to follow him and hope for his success at achieving this.
I come from a very, very poor family and I'm reluctant to talk about it too much, but this time... its needed if you are to understand me.
My mother and I were homeless when I was aged 6-7. It was going to hell, the usual story millions and millions of kids go through - drunk father, uneducated mother.
When I was 7 she finally, with some help from her friends, got a permanent place to live. It was a extremely leftish and hippie neighboorhod called Djingis Khan. Everyone cared about eachother. We had block parties, all the kids were running around barefoot, all the grownups drinking coffee and whatnot day and night. It was magic. Mother was saved from a very deep depression, and I dont even want to know what I was saved from.
Later on, gentrification happened. When I was 20 it had all gone a bit bourgoeis and not at all the same feeling. It hurt me. I moved to the socialist student nation in Lund, Smålands, where once again I had a fantastic community feeling for five or six years. It was great, we did things together! Demonstrations, party, art... I loved it. We had all kinds of issues but no one was depressed or lonely.
Same thing happened there, a bit of gentrification. Out with the hippie communists and in with the more harsh feminists. Everything died.
I ran a website about my home city for a lot of years (mittlund.wordpress.com), I have been starting culture festivals, I have worked long and hard to recruit kids to the youth sports at home. Giving back to things that save my life.
Now I witness a world where mental illness, loneliness and stigmas are crushing people. I hate it. I hate the sanitased globalisation. I hate the Orwellian development. I hate that (mainly) the kids and teens of today dont have the same analogue, warm and free communities that I grew up in and that gave me so much.
When I want a supporter club in Brighton, I think of young adults having a beer and making creative stuff in some basement. Producing banners together, singing together, ****ing eachother. I dont think about your "attention", I just want help to make strong communities and firmly believe that supporter club etc strengthen the relation between the object of passion and the people passionate about it. I want people to connect, meet friends and to feel that they have meaningful lives. And "Crystal Palace have a supporter club so we cant have it" is not going to change my views.
You are completely clueless and prejudical about why I do the things I do. I dont email Paul Barber or suggest a supporters club because I want attention from some stranger I've never met. I do things because I have strong feelings about improving certain aspects of society. The reason I post stuff here is because the things I wish for are impossible to achieve on your own.
What a ****in sap!